| make peace. |
[Apr. 5th, 2009|12:14 pm] |
I wish two of my best friends would be friends again.
Rachil said something she shouldn't have about Anna at my house.
Anna overheard.
Rachil said she's sorry.
Anna won't accept said apology so I can't really have Rachil over.
BULL SHIT ALL OF IT. Its not that deep really. She should be mad at Jake (Her ex).
~*DRAMAZ*~ |
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| My life is awesome. |
[Mar. 24th, 2009|07:09 pm] |
be jealous.
I live in an awesome apartment.
I have parents who love me, and are great as people. They're funny and good to be around. They are some of the best mom and dad ever.
My brothers are awesome, I just wish I could see them more often.
My boyfriend is amazing. He loves me. He cares about me. And we're perfect just being silly with each other. I just want to live with him. We'd be silly everyday.
MY FRIENDS. I have some of the BEST FRIENDS EVER. I wish all of you could meet them all and we can all be one giant group together. Herron is a good school (not best or worst). But it allowed me to meet really amazing people. Even the people I talk to every once and a while they still are amazing people.
Even my non herron friends are awesome people.
I love my job. Natalie is one of my favorites. She is probably one of the most giving people I've met. And my other coworkers are fun.
ilovevikodin. |
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| SO HUNGRY |
[Mar. 19th, 2009|01:23 am] |
so apparently I can't eat after midnight.
I WANT TO EAT SO MUCH
that is me. |
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| fuck. |
[Mar. 16th, 2009|04:51 pm] |
Finally, this thursday, I'm having my wisdom teeth removed.
however, I work a double on friday, the busiest day. FML. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2009|06:14 pm] |
Valentine's Day is next saturday. HOPEFULLY it means big tips and CANDY GALORE.
alex said he knows what he's doing. I hope its a mountain of reeses.
I'm going to be honest. I don't like our foster dog. She's nice but it doesn't feel right. I need to talk to anna. It'll be hard having a dog around. I just feel its too soon.
Tomorrow I have to get SOO much done. Class. Renew Plates. Pick up Birth Control. Financial Aid Office. Pay Bills. Call Peoplescout. Shoot. kdsjkadkjdksd
I'm cluttered and I need to just sit an organize. |
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| Things Fall Apart. |
[Jan. 26th, 2009|12:31 pm] |
End of the month. Things are falling apart. My bills:
Rent: $375
Insurance: $81
Electric: $23 (split in half)
Birth Control: $21
Registering Plates: $40
Credit Cards: I think I need I minimum payment of $30 on one and same on the other but I'd like to pay more.
I have JUST enough. But I have to get gas like tomorrow. I'm going to talk to my mom and see how she can help.
At least I did get to see alex.
Lets hope this weekend at the Mellow is a good. one. I need the rest of my W2s.
Our Stolen internet doesn't work anymore. So we're buying it today. Another $15 bill a month. Just breath in and out. I can do this. I think. |
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| Countin' Down. |
[Jan. 15th, 2009|08:21 pm] |
Braces are off Monday. Its exciting. My teeth hurt. I'm just excited for them to be off and chew gum!
First week of classes not bad. Busy. I have a lot of homework. Its good. I'm going to do try to do really well. I have Sophomore review at the end of the semester. eek.
Money's tight. Need to have enough for rent and the rest of my damn supplies. And pay my damn tution. fuck my life.
Just need to get over the winter. |
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[Jan. 9th, 2009|11:04 pm] |
I put rusty (my dog of 10 years, my loyal companion) to sleep today.
This is the worst. |
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| nice. |
[Jan. 4th, 2009|01:17 pm] |
sitting in my new apartment. Its big and comfortable.
Anna's kitty is here to play with me. Well Moose is sleeping now. Alex has slept over or came over a lot.
I'm really happy, even though at my house warming party someone did steal my ipod.
Oh well can probably buy a used one. Mine only worked half of the time anyway. and it was 4 years old.
I need to organize the art studio this week. Get the table over.
School is next week. So excited. I just cannot wait to get in the groove again. Mainly take photo.
I've been shooting a lot lately. Trying to keep that up in the new years.
love life. |
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| Big plans. |
[Dec. 19th, 2008|10:39 am] |
So this saturday I move into my own real first apartment. I'm so excited. I've been there on and off for the past few days but saturday is when the couch, bed, tables and big stuff get there so I can sleep there.
Anna (roommate) and I are so excited. $750 a month, 2 bed 2 full bath. Balcony, Back patio thing, little den we made into an art studio hardwood floors.
The bedrooms aren't that big but I can deal. My stuff will fit in fine.
I'm excited because this is mine. I can finally sortof feel like an adult now.
The con: I need to find a second job. Once I can I'm looking downtown for a serving job for 3 nights a week. the big ones . thursday, friday, saturday.
Braces off January 19th.
Alex comes home today. I'm really excited. But I won't see him until tomorrow. I'll be at work tonight.
I still love the Mellow. We have a Christmas Party. I cannot leave that job at all. Its the first job where I don't actively find ways of not going. I like being there. I like how I know each one of my coworkers well. How we hang out outside of work. We all fit in so well. |
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[Nov. 28th, 2008|11:49 am] |
omg I got I new bed. Yet it won't be here until Thursday which I'm pretty sure I'll be at Purdue so I won't get to sleep in it until Saturday. Meh.
My teacher said my project was great.
9, 9 foot panels of 9 different people 9 different images on their body parts.
Ah shit.
I need to go through, print of images because I'm going to try to get them shown at like coffee shops and hair salons. |
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[Nov. 14th, 2008|01:33 pm] |
I have photoshop CS4 now thanks to my book deal. Its pretty sweet. I start shoot hands for it. And I'm doing hand studies in my own drawing to I can become absorbed in it.
I hate the weater it really makes me not want to shoot, but I'm already over inspired so I'm shooting indoors. For my 3D project the assignment was 9 feet/9 Seconds. So its open but has to exist because one or both of those limitations. Well I am bascially doing a photo project for it. Exhibiting it as a 3D project. I'm am hanging 9 feet of chiffron (a light fabric) and sewing 9 8 x 12" images on them. And doing 9 of theme, placing each of them one foot apart. I love the project. BUT I have to get 81 images. And it is going to be expensive to get printed. Monday I'm going to ask if I can get him to somehow get me access to the nice printers the school has. Save me a lot of money.
Alex weirdness. We've be talking a lot lately. He'll text me a lot. Then Friday we hung out. I told him that he shouldn't go to Purdue he hates it, just to art and printmaking like you want to. Then he says something along the lines of "Let me do this, so that I can make the money for us"... o.O. I thought we were broken up? Oh well. I good with and without him. Its up in his court now.
Other than that I'm stressed. Adrienne and I put in an application for a place a week ago and I REALLY WANT IT. Its perfect. I just am waiting for him to let us know. I called him.
I need a winter job but I don't want to work at the mall or anything. I might just call the call center again. and hope they have some hours to throw at me. Or everyone is getting prints.
I'm going to Chicago next Saturday. i'm excited.
The semester ends like the week after thanksgiving break. YES! |
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[Oct. 18th, 2008|12:12 am] |
ZHORSE
p.s. everthing now was amazing tonight but the coffee house wasn't to into it. srsly I was like one of 3 that was dancing, lightly. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2008|07:01 pm] |
Right now I'm feeling pretty good. total 180 from last year.
I am making friends (slowly but surely).
I work a lot.
I'm making fat cash. (although my wedding I was supposed to shoot called me day of to cancel)
Sea Horse Tattoo on Thursday :D
I just feel like things are going good. I'm seeing E,N! Friday night. Seeing people I haven't seen in ages, actually.
School is well school. Mundane but I get in and out. I do my work, and wait for it all to pass by.
I mean I do get bummed of the men department but I just need to meet more people and keep my options open.
Next year or in 2 years I hope to live in downtown indy. Either near north side, downtown or fountain square. I just love it.
smiles smiles smiles. |
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| confused. |
[Sep. 28th, 2008|12:54 pm] |
fuck this alex bs I know my FL doesn't care.
I took amazing pictures at the wedding. I love it. I need to edit them and what not still but I am super proud. It was such a pretty wedding, and I was a dancing fool. I love it.
fuck bills. fuck iupui demanding I pay my remaining tuition all at once.
For a lunch service I made $33 holler! |
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| leaf |
[Sep. 20th, 2008|12:59 pm] |
I'm living life fast.
I love it. No more moping around.
I am meeting new people, giving into my impulsive nature.
I love it. |
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| My life sucks. |
[Aug. 28th, 2008|06:56 pm] |
ok so we washed rusty yesterday. if case if you've never seen my dog, he smells bad. he's old.
He was so clean smelling he got tons of love.
NOW he stinks :(
WHAT GIVES? |
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| blah blah blah |
[Aug. 13th, 2008|08:08 pm] |
I am special. Only special because of myself.
I don't need Alex to make me happy.
But I'm happy because we make fun memories and laugh together.
I want to make art. Lots of Art. I want to take a million pictures. I can't wait to get Canon 5D. I hope it leads to a lot.
I hate the fact that I have wisdom teeth that bug me once a week.
I hate the fact that I don't have a working oven. I want to bake cookies.
And I hate the face my sewing machine isn't wanting to work, I want to finish sewing this skirt.
I love the fact my pictures are hanging in the state fair. No ribbons, but it seems amazing.
I'm indifferent to packing. boring. I don't even have a place to live :( |
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| nonsense. |
[Aug. 3rd, 2008|11:56 pm] |
Feet are killing me. Working does a number on my feet :(
Thursday $61 in tips. Tonight $51 in tips. Not to count the misc lunch tips I had throughout the week and cashier pay.
I pick up one of my pictures from the fair tomorrow, the other is hanging! Yay!
Alex and I are a best "Its Complicated" but real happy with each other? I think we're going to try to go up to Chicago Labor Day Weekend. I asked for it off work. Hope it works out.
I really need my last paycheck from Infospherix, it is supposed to be around $300 and I need to pay my Credit Card bill real bad. Plus IUPUI stuff.
Tomorrow I'm calling Columbia, IUPUI student aid, and loan companies to let them know I'm at another school. boo.
I really want my Canon 5d now. |
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| shit. |
[Jul. 28th, 2008|08:43 pm] |
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my dad's DUI from like March is being processed. |
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